Tell her she's wonderful

She was a good girl. Naive, fragile, delicate. Life turns her into someone entirely different. 

After all these years you have taught her to be strong. Don't blame her for having no heart. 

You've grown her to become very firm, heartless. She could cry but not for herself. 

She gave up everything that nothing left matters. 

God, give her a soul, a wonderful heart, and unconditional love. 

God, bless her with your love, for whom she used to be. 

God, forgive her, for whom she used to be. 

God, grant her the life she deserved, for whom she used to be. 

God, show her the right path, just for whom she used to be.

Heartbroken

Heartbroken,

When people you love are still around but with no hope,

Holding on to what is left,

Waking up in the morning thinking, does going to work today worth it…

or are you just gonna lose everything tomorrow.

Possessions lost, loved ones vanished..

you are strong, truly amazing for not giving up.

Tribute to Japan, one could only imagine what you are going through.

Significant #2

Writing about you is the last thing i wanna do

Things turned upside down especially for you

Today, I would say I understand if you disappear from my sight one day

But tomorrow, i would say something different

I don't know if you are real

but i know you could save me

Your presence makes me realize that i'm in my right mind

Let's face the truth

You need someone to ease the pain

I need someone to lessen the wretchedness

As time goes by, we move on,

We are no more significant to one another

We'll part without any word

For that, these moments..

I want to take the pleasure in

I want to celebrate

I want to adore

I want to luxuriate

I want to love

I wish all the good things for you

I wish things will take positive turn for both of us

Thank you for being there for me

I Like it This Way

1.  When I comb my hair I put extra pressure when the comb reaches the back of my head.
2. I count using all of my fingers. Yeah, 20 in total.
3.  Not having a remote, I change the channel with my toe.
4.  I sleep with open windows closed curtain
5. When I eat, I save the best part last
6. I see lines moving down when I close my eyes.
7. I flush the toilet with my toe

Breathe

People just don't get everything they want.

And when by you getting the one thing you really want would only cause trouble for others and would break the significant's heart, you'll just go without that something.

I wonder why is it so hard for me when it was my own decision putting myself into this predicament.

A mistake leads to another. But i never regret it. so at least i know i'm still living.

I was loved,cared, and cured by YOU in very little time.

And when being with that someone is impossible, you could only hope for the best for that person...

You hope to see that person achieve what he wants in life, to see the smile on that face again,

and most importantly, to see him breathe again.

How am I doin?

You only know how much a person worth when you lost him/her.
Choose your path right, make decision with your mind+heart, not only with either one.
Otherwise you'll end up breakin someone's heart.
When you know you're on the right path, appreciate the people around you, be sensitive.
Its ok to give up a little something that important to you, to show them how much they mean to you.
cuz you wouldnt know how much they'd appreciate that.

Who made you the king of anything?

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

~there i said it! and i meant every word

You asked what my dreams are,

This is one of them..

If I have all the will and strength,

I wanna wait for everything to resolve here, 

and you'll wait for that too without questions..

Then we'll both get away from here to where no one knows us.

We'll have OUR time together,

Build our life from scratch,

and if things don't work out, 

we'll come back here alone pretend like nothing happened.

Thank YOU

It could be the most difficult, bewildering phase of my life, but its also the happiest ever moment. So i just keep smiling.

How i wish i knew how much i was being loved.

Thank YOU