100 days in pursuing happiness

I'm gonna start this new project today, right now. its my answer to this call: http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/60-small-ways-to-improve-your-life-in-the-next-100-days.html#

Pray, and pray hard.

Listen, broken hearts.

When your heart is broken and you know you cant be with that person but it's so damn hard to forget him/her...some people say, go meet up some friends, do something that keeps your mind off that person. To me, that might work temporarily. To make sure you can live without him, you should stay alone. Ground yourself at home for a period of time. If you really need to go out, go alone... and sometimes keeping it to yourself helps. As for me, I turn to God. Pray and cry to God. Don't ask God for what you want. Instead ask for the best. Believe me, at times like these, only God understands you and only Him listens..You don't have to talk that much. Yes, look can be deceiving, so can words. So you expect your friends to understand you? No they don't and it's not their fault. But with God, just pray for forgiveness wholeheartedly, think through your sadness, He'll certainly understand. Don't stop praying even when you think He has answered your call because that might just be a hurdle in the middle of the road to test you. Instead, keep praying for the best.

Am I capable of adopting a child?

I am currently babysitting my 4 years old nephew whom acts more like a 2 year old, like he's not ready to have a baby brother/sister, which in fact, he already has 1 baby sister and another baby coming in 8 months.

For that, his mother is not feeling well and can't afford to entertain his whining and yearning for the moment, so here he is, in my room talking (or more like mumbling) to himself, playing with my stuffs, pulling my curtains and comforter.

OK, one of my long-term target in life was, if i'm not married by 27, i'll be considering adopting a child by 30. I was expecting a well-mannered child, whom listen to instructions, always smile and make my day, and only cries when he/she gets hurt.

But looking at this child, my nephew, kicking my back while i'm writing this really got me thinking, am I for real...Can I possibly get a well-mannered child to adopt? OR...Maybe I should ask, can I possibly raise a child to be at his best manner?

Wake up call to every man out there.

FOCUS - Tropfest 2011 Finalist

Tell her she's wonderful

She was a good girl. Naive, fragile, delicate. Life turns her into someone entirely different. 

After all these years you have taught her to be strong. Don't blame her for having no heart. 

You've grown her to become very firm, heartless. She could cry but not for herself. 

She gave up everything that nothing left matters. 

God, give her a soul, a wonderful heart, and unconditional love. 

God, bless her with your love, for whom she used to be. 

God, forgive her, for whom she used to be. 

God, grant her the life she deserved, for whom she used to be. 

God, show her the right path, just for whom she used to be.

Heartbroken

Heartbroken,

When people you love are still around but with no hope,

Holding on to what is left,

Waking up in the morning thinking, does going to work today worth it…

or are you just gonna lose everything tomorrow.

Possessions lost, loved ones vanished..

you are strong, truly amazing for not giving up.

Tribute to Japan, one could only imagine what you are going through.

Significant #2

Writing about you is the last thing i wanna do

Things turned upside down especially for you

Today, I would say I understand if you disappear from my sight one day

But tomorrow, i would say something different

I don't know if you are real

but i know you could save me

Your presence makes me realize that i'm in my right mind

Let's face the truth

You need someone to ease the pain

I need someone to lessen the wretchedness

As time goes by, we move on,

We are no more significant to one another

We'll part without any word

For that, these moments..

I want to take the pleasure in

I want to celebrate

I want to adore

I want to luxuriate

I want to love

I wish all the good things for you

I wish things will take positive turn for both of us

Thank you for being there for me